To Much Sorrow No Tomorrow

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Yea tomorrow chemist . then lk . then everythng is over . no books . no calculator . no school . no teachers . im gonna miss u my lucky pencil . hee . to much sorrow no tomorrow . i have found my star . have u found one ? haha . she is my sunshine . my baby bear . i love her so much . dont leave me hanging yeah . dont ever leave me alone . i need u . hmm what happen to the old star ? i dont know what to say . i think im still in love with her . but i dont know lah . trying to recall our memories make me in pain also . what have she done before . all this thing playing around in my head . trying to accept her but it is hard to do . im still trying . but i dont want my new star lost in time . look girls , im trying to figure this out . give me some time to relax n think carefully . mission is 50% completed . other half will be arranged by my friend . then i will satisfied in whatever i do . close your eyes and feel the pain . am i too skinny ? hey ! hey ! look at me ? dont u like me this way ? stop all your nonsense word . i dont want to hear it . its fake ! you got me hah ? its fake !! look i know he is better than me . this is why i cant accept u . he got every single thing u wanted right ? so who am i ? hard to face the fact . the unreveal thing more pain than your ever think . knowing the truth make you more pain . so what the point of lying ? i dont know . we are trying to learn learn n learn about the meaning of life but until now , we could not understand what is happening to us . weird isnt it ? thats is what i call an art . it could never get easy . life is too short to understand them . so be relax n chill , enjoy your life while u still have life .

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