Night Stalker

Im just a kid and life is a nightmare
I know that its not fair
Nobody cares
Because Im alone and the world is having more fun than me
Maybe , Im just not good enough for you
And maybe , i just dont want to be like you
And maybe I just dont want to know
How low you are ready to go
Im not gonna change, you cant make me
Tell me , does it feel good to be like you ?
And tell me , why should I waste my time with you ?
Because maybe you always bring me down
And Im sick of being pushed around
I know you think you know me
But you dont know anything
I know you want to help me
But I dont need anything
And dont tell me where to go
Because I dont need you to know
I have lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I will fake for the sake of being with you
I have tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I will take the blame for the sake of being with you
Why I never walked away ?
Why I played myself this way ?
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different ?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
It is time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Dont ask too much , just say 'this is just a game'

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