Meaning of Life

tension is building inside steadily
im hurt
im in pain
the pain that i cant stand
why this happen to me
why this fucking shit happen to me
im in pain
it is really2 hurt
bleeding inside
sucking my soul
i cant live anymore
there is no point of living in this world
i lost everything
i lost my soul
i lost something that i love
while she have a new one
i don't know who to trust
everyone it feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
trying not to break but im so tired of this deceit
everytime i try to make myself get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the time and time between
and how i try and i put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me
you cant help me and you wont
i know
its useless hopping for something that cant come to me
but i believe in miracle
i hope i can get back what i lost
yes give it back to me
it is not belong to you dude
i need her
thats all
to you,i dont know how much you love me
but it just not worth to me
it wont change anything

_